This was not my plan. This was not what was supposed to happen. This is not how I want to feel. This is not who I am supposed to be. I feel like I don’t know myself anymore.
These thoughts do spring up time and again in my head when I think about myself in the larger picture, but then why do I go and do exactly the opposite?? And Why have I no regrets? Why don’t I stop and say, it’s wrong? Why don’t I feel guilty?
I ask myself several times, what is it that I really want? And there are no voices in my head. I don’t believe a persons conscience can be dead, it’s just funny but I guess mine is asleep.
I would have never imagined saying this a few years ago but I’m turning Wicked and I like it for now. I have just taken myself by surpirse. Things are only going to get more interesting from now on ; ) and I’d like to see how things unfold. \m/ \m/
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